Sunday, January 31, 2010

I Just MIGHT Be Finding My New GROOVE...

Well, I think I Just MIGHT Be Finding My New GROOVE........

Okay, Maybe NOT, but I am hopeful that I will real soon! I really want to blog and catch up on ME, and stuff that ME Loves.  It's just sooo hard right now.  I don't feel like a real person yet.  I am like lost inside a crazy world that could not possibly be my own! 

I am trying to take ONE Day at a Time.........I was thinking yesterday that all of my life I have heard people say, "Life is so Hard" or "Marriage is a lot of work".  I honestly have never had to feel like LIFE was Hard, or that Marriage was Work!  I am beginning to understand now. 
Randy & I were attending Oakwood Baptist Church on a regular basis a few years back during a sermon series about marriage.  I remember enjoying the sermons but neither of us felt like we needed them.  Our marriage was perfect!  I learned a lot and shared what I learned with co-workers and friends.  I didn't think very much of it applied to US, because we were soooo happy.  WOW!  How time changes things and changes things VERY quickly!  One of the main points of the series I can remember is that men need to know they are respected and women need know they are loved.  What a simple concept that is so very important.

My sister April mentioned to me that maybe I am going through this trial and rough period in my life so that God may use me to minister to other woman going through the same thing.  I cannot imagine anything that I would have to say would minister to anyone right now, but I do know that HE IS STILL Working ON ME!  Maybe one day this will all look like a stepping stone, a starting point to something beautiful and wonderful.  Who Knows.....I am just going to have to learn to trust in HIM, my heavenly Father and stop trying to "run" my own life.  I belong to HIM.  It is time for me to wake up and give up my desires,  hand them over to my Creator, The One who allows me to breathe and wake up each morning no matter how underserving I am!

I am going to close this post now but I do wish to be back real soon.  I would like to recommend a tool for people going through a divorce.  I have been encouraged by the daily emails (on Day #8) and really think this is a very cool way to get a daily dose of good while trying to recover from such an awesome hurt.  If you know someone going through a divorce or separation, DivorceCare is a very useful tool.  Check it out:   http://www.divorcecare.org/

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